The struggle is real
When I was in the hospital I was on so much medication. I was on at least ten. I was given a shot every morning and it hurt so much. I don’t like putting things into my body, that’s why I chose not to do chemo. I only did radiation and I had to wear a full head mask. I don’t know why but I needed a drug to go through it. I needed to be wonky to withstand it. I felt trapped. The mask snapped or screwed (I don’t know what was going on with it) my head down. I get that it was necessary but I did not like it at all. I’ve been having regular MRI’s and I’ve been cancer free for over five years. I’m so glad that I didn’t get chemo.
All the medications were crazy. Again I have no idea what I was on. Uppers and downers. I eventually got off all but one medication but without help or guidance from medical professionals. I really think that drugs are just pharmaceutical companies wanting to make money instead of helping people. I’m so thankful to be off medication that fundamentally I totally disagree with.
After all that I’ve been through I just don’t like medical drugs. I’m not against vaccinations. I received the coronavirus vaccine and some boosters. Other than necessary meds I’m just not interested. I have under gone major surgeries and I’m completely done with it. I’ve had back (spinal) surgery and a craniotomy. I’m so done with surgery. If something happens (God forbid) and surgery is the only answer I wouldn’t do it. In the past (over) five years my beliefs have been tested and I believe what I believe and my experiences certainly inform my opinions.
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